I think Jennifer and I have finally sorted everything out. I finally told her exactly how I feel about her always imitating me and stuff, and at first she seemed really annoyed, but in the end I think we got things clear. She told me that she does still love me, and understands I still love her. Neither of us want to end the relationship. <3

I hope we can stay together forever. :-)

We had a very interesting chat conversation right now. I just did my normal thing, tried to be cute for her, but then she started to say I was imitating her. I don't know what she's talking about. :-(

Apparently I made her start bawling in public without even opening my mouth. I tried to call her, but apparently her phone doesn't work in Berkeley. It really sucked. I could just feel that she needed us to talk together.

Some times like these, I can really tell I'm the younger one in the relationship, haha.

Both my parents are home today. They make it hard to do anything. They constantly want me to do stuff for them, and keep bugging me about homework. It's annoying, LOL.

Is Jennifer ugly?

I feel so powerfully for her right now. I long to be anywhere she is, even just in her garage. Her body beckons to me, every time I look at one of her pictures. It was really, really hard today not to just try to talk to her 24/7. That's how much I love her.

I hope you understand how much I love you.  I'm worried you don't. Just hearing your voice today brought me to tears of joy. :-)

But sometimes I wish you'd get out of my head! It's like you sneak in there, and just won't leave, LOL.

Dammit, my mom is really mean to me. Just today, she told me that she'd take away my computer if I don't start doing work in front of her. Aye Crumaba! She acts like I spend the whole day in bed!

Jon and Jssica came over today, though, which was fun, LOL. We talked about a bunch of stuff, including you-know-what.

I really really really really really really want to see her right now

I had hella fun today with Jennifer. We cuddled for awhile, read old LJ posts together, and watched Wall-E. <3 It was a pretty cool movie, but the droids shouldn't have been so autonomous. Robot romance never works, it's like online relationships, LOL.

By the way, did you know Wall-E was made by the same guy that made Star Wars? Interesting, haha

It was really sad though when Jennifer was crying. She was really down when we were reading LJ and also later after the movie. I'm really scared. I don't know what I'm supposed to do if she isn't happy even when we're together. She also was really angry with me at one time. :-( She told me I copy her too much and need to stop right away. I don't know what that means.

She's still totally addicted. It's freaky. She doesn't even think she can go 6 days without me, where before she knew she would survive three weeks. She said when I said we couldn't see each other until next Saturday "I'll see you never". WTF?

Before, when I was gone for two weeks at Christmas, she only complained a little, saying she was looking forward to see me again. When I went to Italy for three weeks she whined waaaaaaay too much, but never doubted she would make it through. But today, she's saying that waiting just six days is the same to her as never being able to see her again. It sounds like she's a heroin addict, getting progressively more desperate every time I can't supply her with more smack. :-|

Someone said Jennifer was ugly again today, after I got home. I fucking hate when people say that. It's not true and it's really hurtful, to both of us. Fuck you. >:-(

We're like one person in two different bodies. Love binds us close together like invisible rings around us. No one even denies it's true love any more.

Anyway, survey time!


Have you ever been in love?
Right now, what did you think?

Whats the meaning of love to you?
I dunno

How do you show someone you love them?
By telling them, duh!

If someone who you didn't love spilled their heart to you what would you do?
I'd feel awkward, but I'd lead them on

Do you believe in sex before marriage?
I believe people should be able to do what they want to.

Have you already sex?
Hehe

Have you had your heart broken?
Not yet, I hope never

How does it feel?
It's never happened. <3

What do you do when you have a broken heart?
I don't know

Have you planned out your wedding?
No, just a couple details I want

How about your kids names?
...Yes.

Have you ever looked at someone and could see yourself marrying them?
Maybe

Do you cry a lot?
Just tears of joy. :-)

Are you truly happy right now or putting on a show?
I'm actually quite happy right now!

Who makes you happy?
You know who

Does love always hurt?
Maybe

Why does a rose represent love if a rose always dies?
Sometimes, the rose never dies <3

Has a lover ever cheated on you?
Just once :-(

Would you ever take that person back?
Heck yes!

Have you ever cheated on a lover?
No, why the hell would I do something like that? >:-(

How about been cheated with?
No!

Do you have a best friend?
Yes

Why is this person your best friend?
Because I love her, she's on a level above any other friend

Honestly and don't lie hows your heart these days?
Always focused on one person, but I'm trying to make myself more better at that

What do you think about abortions?
It's a womans' choice, I think

Have you ever had an abortion?
No, but I hear if the Democrats are elected everyone will be forced to have one

Have you ever been pregnant?
Never

If so what did you do when you found out?
I haven't been pregnant, LOL

How did the guy react when you told him?
Guy? Huh?

If not have you ever thought about it?
No, never

What if getting pregnant was the only way to keep someone around?
I don't think I could. Anatomy, LOL

Is sex overrated?
Sometimes yes, sometimes it's underrated

Do you masturbate?
That's private!

Do you miss anyone right now?
Yes

Why do you miss them?
Because I love them :-)

Do you think they miss you?
Maybe even more than me

Have you ever had a summer romance?
Our romance has included two summers already! Beat that! LOL

How was it?
Pretty nice

Have you ever had a friend with benefits?
Not at all

How about a one night stand?
No

Do you regret any of your encounters?
Not at all :-)

How old were you when you lost your virginity?
16

Why did you do it?
Because I was ready

If you love someone would you tell them?
Yes, if she's ready to love me back and wouldn't be offended

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I FREAKING MISS HER... Why do I? Jen, I love you. I want to hear your voice and talk to you for a bit longer, blah....

I finally finished that math stuff today, yay!!! I guess

Man, I wish I could just freaking see her.... I wanna see her smile, hear her voice, feel her...grrrrrrrrrrrr

But I get to do that tomorrow!!! Yippeeee

I just wish that we could talk longer on the phone, blah....

I really really really really really really really really want to see Jennifer. It's killing me. I might be going crazy as well. I didn't get to see her this weekend. BLAH. I need Jennifer. I want Jennifer. I miss you Jennifer. Please, something happen to let us hang out tomorrow?

ARGH.

I don't know.

  i think I really need a life... Instead of staring at Jen's facebook, I could do something better, lol

I love photoshopping... it's waaaaaaaaaaay too funnnn although I sorta suck..

I so can't wait for saturday... it feels like it's taking forever just to see Jennifer and this week is going by so slowly.


I really fucking hate people who say I could do better, Jennifer isn't ugly, she's perfect.

My life is good.

Who am I kidding.

I just woke up this morning feeling an intense love for You-Know-Who and was really missing her. I really wanted to touch her, and then we can't see each other any more on Tuesday, but that's alright. Lots of couples that see each other all the time end up breaking up, and I want to be together with Jennifer forever!! :-)

My mood has gotten a lot better these days and I feel pretty damn happy!!!! :-)

Otherwise my life has been going good. I do have a life other than just her. This is the first week since my dad quit his job on Friday so he'll be home all the time. Also Jen is going to school on WEdnesday, which is really bad, since then we won't get to see each other as often. I really really really really miss her when we don't see each other, LOL.

People keep bringing back Barack Hussein which really makes me mad because I don't think we need hope and change in this country. The problem is with the system, but none of the damn candidates will deal with that and they're all the same but John McCain is even worse! God, I'm just glad Jen agrees with me. I really love her. :-)

We talked on the phone earlier today but she made me go early, damnit. Sometimes I think I really suck at phone conversations nowadays, LOL.

I'm still mad that Star Wars sucks now, it's almost like those people who teased me were right all along. :-(

At least they're all agreeing with me on the forums, though!

Jennifer keeps thinking I'm imitating her. I don't know about that, all I know is that I'm feeling a very powerful love for her all the time. She's in my head 20 hours a day, in my thoughts when I'm awake and in my dreams when I'm asleep. And when I'm around her I just feel dizzy and keep thinking "ohmygod I'm with Jennifer!!!"

I'm obsessed, but then also I think that this is an indication that it's true love :-)

Star The Clone Wars Wars really SUCKED. It's not Star Wars. Star Wars is dead now. It died in 1999. George Lucas is such a bitch. He just wants to make more money! I really really fucking HATE what he's doing to Star Wars!

It wasn't that bad, though, I guess. We're going to watch it again to criticize it, hehe

I really miss her :-(

I love her...like...a lot. LOL

She is so fucking obsessed, she had already talked to me four fucking times today and then called again anyway "to hear my voice". This is really fucking creepy. I'm not sure if it's love, it seems like just some kind of addiction.

Man, I feel really weirded out right now. Sometimes I worry she doesn't know what love is :-/

Just two more days... My birthday is coming up!

I can't wait until I get to see Jen. I want to hold her so bad.

I talked to Jen just now and we talked for like an hour, lol.

Sometimes I think she doesn't like to talk to me very much. She's always making fun of me.

I just suck at phone conversations these days, hahaha :-P

Star Wars Clone Wars comes out on Saturday! I can't wait to see that!